I fell asleep
and went to dream
dark I saw
all around me
walked I did
paused in dark,
cause fear I saw
in front of me
My eyes could see
a terror, the biggest terror
in front of me
I could see
a beast, the beast
in front of me
Suddenly calmed
his hand came out to me,
and as I grabbed it
I saw his eyes ,
and I woked up
without a heart
I woke up
withput a heart
Those eyes were black
Those eyes were dark
Those eyes were mine
And I realized,
that the beast,
that horrible thing
was just my past
my monstrous past
reminding me
HE still exist
inside of me
and HE never sleeps
If love equals hate
and hate equals love
then why don't you love me
if you hate me so
It might be
because I love you,
so that means I hate you
and you hate me,
so that means you love me
and our love never meets
because when you truly love me
I hate you
and when I truly love you
you hate me
Since our love will never be
let me hate you more,
so I'll fall in love with you,
I'll fall in love with you
even more,
hating you
to love you more
The ring I saw
and I went dumb
I couldn't believe
that this you thought
I wanted to take it
I wanted to live
I wanted to love it
But I could not reach
I tried so hard
my hand hurt bad
I swore I touched it
but a touch is all it was
Then I remembered
that I could not touch
being that my body
is no more
I went to sleep realizing
that the ring was still there
always there
she left it there
it was just there
over my grave
LO QUE EN REALIDAD SIENTO POR TI
Te veo, te quiero, nunca te lo dire, ya hice el error y no salio bien. Jamas y nunca podre, porque el miedo no me dejara expresar mi sentir y tu cuerpo tocar. Te amo, NO, no te amo, te quiero y me gustaria amarte, obsecion tengo pero no podre porque el pasado fue malo y el presente peor y me muero por decirte y me muero por saber si tu sentirias lo mismo pero nunca lo sabre. Y llorare, llorare todas las noches llorare pensando en tu belleza, pensando en tu cuerpo y en un querer, un querer no esperado un querer necesitado un querer que nunca tendre. Te quiero, NO, te amo, si te amare, si el miedo me deja h
Eventhoug I want to
I know I can't
cause you don't want to
and I don't love you
I just want to
and it will hurt you
cause you will hate me
and I'll still want to
and I wont see you
cause you will hate me
and I wont find you
because I wanted to
so I'll lie to you
and I wont move
so you will like me
and I wont hurt you
Eventhoug... I want to
Bueno gente estoy tan aburrido en la jodia fucking universidad. bueno no tengo nada que hacer osea que les digo hola y please busquenme novio o algo asi por el estilo estoy falta de amor y cariño y ustedes saben que mas":hump:
pues gente diviertancen en la arena cantando
''La turista italiana se va a quitar el tope
los tiburones caribeños de repente ya no quieren bucear
un policía a caballo le grita -"NO" a la inocente,
y después se preguntan porque la armada aquí es tan poco popular"
Pero el mar ¡que quieto está! y nosotros en recreación
espiritual, mental,carnal, planteando una revolu
HEY I am back after being dead for a while. a journal was resend dont know why the hell so ignore that one its not important. this one is. i am saying hello to u all and sorry for being out of it so long. so please say whatever u want about my leave but I am better now. hope u are all ok. love u all guys